Sometimes I feel I am the most emotional person in the world! I can literally feel my heart aching when I cry.

I was a happy go lucky person until 22 years of my life. I had no real experiences. I was well protected by my parents. I was strong, opinionated and confident. I always had my fathers back and never felt threatened in any way. I had failures, but I never actually failed! I was never stressed for more than a day or two. I never bothered about anything except my parents and my brother. Life was just flowing happily! No fear! I overcame every situation easily. I was not successful sometimes but it never affected me. I was ready to start my real adulthood. I made the most worthwhile and toughest decisions for my future life. I knew I would never backout and overpower any type of situation. At that time, I felt, “This is the toughest phase of my life“. But never expected the unexpected!

The experience of moving to an European country cannot be expressed in words. I have felt every possible emotion in this place. I was the most happiest person sometimes and sometimes I felt like killing myself! There are days when I am highly positive and then there are days when I cry till my body is tired as hell. I had the worst of fights with people. I changed from being to an extrovert to speaking to an introvert. The weather has also affected me in worst way. I have faced so much of anxiety and anxiousness. Winters made my anxiety worse.